INNOCENCE IS BEAUTIFUL Some people can never be satisfied with the world. There is an itch that develops, when one is in safety for a long period of time, that speaks to you and tells you things you want to hear.  Anything to quell the boredom that sets in. But then you find the more you wash, the larger the stain becomes, darker and darker still, until you are left in a black box and nobody can hear you pounding on the walls, a structure that grows stronger with each well-meaning blow. I know what it’s like to live in a black box. I know what it is to break out of one, too.

INNOCENCE IS BEAUTIFUL

Some people can never be satisfied with the world. There is an itch that develops, when one is in safety for a long period of time, that speaks to you and tells you things you want to hear.  Anything to quell the boredom that sets in. But then you find the more you wash, the larger the stain becomes, darker and darker still, until you are left in a black box and nobody can hear you pounding on the walls, a structure that grows stronger with each well-meaning blow.

I know what it’s like to live in a black box.

I know it very well.

I know what it is to break out of one, too.

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This makes me feel a lot better. 
I once had a lover that I put puzzles together with. Sometimes we did this the traditional way, but sometimes we had races with smaller puzzles. One of us would time the other, and the fastest puzzle-maker wins. It was a lot of fun. 
But how much longer would it have taken if we had done the five hundred piece set as our race, rather than the children’s 24 piece?
Are we going to make enemies of ourselves?
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Oh Dear The knocking is getting louder. It’s making the dog bark. Think I might have heard a growl. Dog didn’t bark, but paused for a millisecond. Edit: I don’t remember writing this.

Oh Dear

The knocking is getting louder.

It’s making the dog bark.

Think I might have heard a growl. Dog didn’t bark, but paused for a millisecond.




Edit: I don’t remember writing this.